Saturday, December 4, 2010

闷气怨气一次发~

This week, is so weak for me... sick from monday until wednesday. Doctor gave me 2 day MC, but i still not fit enought to work on Wednesday, so I took my emergency leave to rest at home... I am so luckly, I took this EL on Wednesday. Boss suddenly on this day, had so many meeting with my colleagues, all the discussions are regarding next year 2011 company mission and budget etc....

before that, actually boss also informed us to do the power point presentation, charts, statistic to show years 2008 until next year forcast. But boss never stated clearly what he want.. after everyone do all these power point, charts and tables and statistic then just told everyone, all of these are not what he want ..WTF... ask us redo all the things.

Early, when the boss set the budget for next year 2011, we already not happy at all. All the budget that he set is too too too crazy... how can the budget set so high until more than 50% of the revenue of this year... is too crazy too crazy crazy....
We just see the figure, we already give up, never ever want to believe how to achieve it. IMPOSSIBLE !!!!

Just see the next year 2011 budget, we already totally no mood. Suddenly in the discussion, give an stupid idea said that regarding the KPI, need to have minus bonus.. another WTF !!!!... never ever heard this KPI have negative mark. It is really stupid and funny idea... Boss said, if we not achieve one of the critirial, then give minus mark, then using the other area mark to do deduction... WTF !!! not achieve the critirial, no mark at all, get 0 mark, is already very pity, now come with minus mark... really stupid and funny things..

Helen very angry at all, want to throw all the paper to the boss'face and told him, i want to quit...

Everyone very "DULAN" in the meeting room, everyone on the spot change the face to black face....

Boss always ask us do not do funny things, but BOSS, YOU ARE THE PERSON WHO ALWAYS DO FUNNY THINGS TO US...

Budget that never will be achieved, still insist on it
KPI never have this kind of rules, you go and set it

you never consider our emotion, possibility. We all are totally lost our way, lost our motivation, lost our fighting spirit, lost our confidence, lost our belonying to the company, lost the trust between company.... everythings are lost...

I am not in the meeting room, but the next day back to work... irene, chain and helen told me all these issues... i can feel ... EVERYTHINGS ARE CRAZY SOON...

All the main purpose and the meaning of the budget for the company and the KPI are already totally lost and out of the meaning...

I am really unbelievable, boss can said so.. i must and insist want to set this budget so high, because I want you all can go further...if achieve, of course will very happy, if not achieve, at least 80% or 60%.... WTF !!!!

You set so high budget, is only will make you staff no motivation and fighting spirits to work only... then no productivity...WHAT FOR ???

I am also unbelievable, boss said to helen, 9am - 5pm is company time, so restrict staff to go to smoke, after 5pm then is staff private time, then will no related with company, then leave it.... wah... WANT LIKE THAT AH !! then we all decided sharp sharp 5pm.. bye bye back home. if not finish work , also dont care !!

Boss want to restrict our department, said that we are not discipline.. wah this one, when i know .. i am very angry..., what no discipline... we are talking is not means that we are not working... we are laughing is just want to share and release stress... these also become no discipline.. wah.. i really unable to define how discipline you are ??

and the most worst is... I MC 2 days, boss said want to concern on me , why i always MC. Concern your head lah... concern on me... want to check me, is it i m sick or not !! Back to work on Thursday, then lady boss ask me to see her, then "concern" , what happen to you ?? this year why always sick ?? have to take care, drink more water etc... BOSS more worst... ask me remember 3 words.. DISCIPLINE, CONCENTRATION AND UNDERSTAND...

Discipline - to know what you can eat what you cannot eat, do discipline on yourself
Concentration - if you concentrate, you will know what to do , what cannot do
Understand - understand what is good for you , what is not good for you...

BOSS AH... i know these 3 words, but i cannot use these 3 words to ask the virus not attack me, ask the virus go far far away, ask all these sick not come to me... really want to say 神经病. And the funny things is boss keep say that support me all the time, believe me... then ??? what are you doing now ?? what are you talking about to me... is not let me feel that you are really support me and believe me.. is like checking me....feel sad...

4 of us were chatting at MSN on Thursday and Friday, totally no mood to work..
if really unable to tahan, will quit...

TOO MUCH 闷气怨气,要一次过发泄。。。

我们已经完全没了元气,看起来是死起沉沉的。。就看我们能忍耐的多久吧!!